Today's Reading
CHAPTER ONE
Mackenzie
"I'M SEEING SOMEONE."
In retrospect, the lie comes much easier than I thought it would. It feels icky, lying to the woman who's raised me since I was twelve, but in the face of my seventh bad date (or has it been eight now? I've honestly lost count) in three months—it also feels necessary.
My grandmother, Moira, has a reaction as immediate as it is expected. "What? Who? Someone from work? Is it someone I know?"
I know if I don't shut down this line of questioning quickly, it will spiral into a full-blown interrogation.
"No," I say quickly. "You don't know him."
I think that this part at least isn't so much of a lie, since I don't know him either. Since he doesn't exist.
My grandmother means well, she does, but her taste in men—be they human or shifter—is downright terrible. I have caught movies with shifter model train experts who wanted to scent me on the first date, I have gotten coffee with human data analysts who asked if I could somehow keep my tail in human form (I don't even want to explore the thought process there); every bad date has only solidified the idea that I am better off focusing on my job rather than my grandmother's wishful thinking that I will find a nice man to settle down with and give her a litter of grandchildren. As if I don't have enough to deal with. Sometimes I think Gran is no better than the dates she sends me off with when it comes to my omega status.
It's rare, what I am—but it doesn't make me all that different from any other shifter. Maybe once it did, back when shifters were still living in secret underground hierarchy systems unbeknownst to everyone else—but now it just means that I have an annoying stigma following me around that I'm somehow better in bed than other shifters. I swear, anyone I've ever told has expected me to spontaneously go into heat at a whim. Hence, I mostly keep it to myself nowadays.
"How long have you been seeing him? How old is he? Is he a shifter? I know how busy you are, dear, but I'm not getting any younger, and it would be so nice to hear the pitter-patter of—"
"Gran, it is way too soon to be thinking that far ahead." I shudder at the thought of crying babies. "It hasn't been that long. It's still new. Like, very new. Practically still has the plastic wrap on it."
"Oh, Mackenzie, why didn't you tell me? Are you trying to break my heart?"
"You know work has been insane. We've had four bar fights in the last month—not to mention the pileups from all the black ice we've been getting... It's been an utter nightmare in the ER. I think I'm getting carpal tunnel from all the stitches I've given lately."
"You work too hard, dear, couldn't they transfer you somewhere not so...fast-paced?"
It's a question she asks often, but she knows my answer already. I love working in the ER. Even on the most harrowing of days, I still go to bed at night knowing that I'm saving lives.
"Gran..."
"Right, right. So tell me about your mystery man. At least give me a species, dear."
I know the most obvious choice to keep her appeased.
"He's a shifter," I say, still feeling icky for lying. "You'd love him." I make a quick decision based solely on knowing that Gran will see right through me if I try to say I met my mystery man anywhere else, since I don't really go anywhere else. "I met him at work."
I can practically hear her clicking her heels together. She's probably doing a little dance in her kitchen as we speak, thinking that her granddaughter is finally going to settle down with a nice wolf who will give her and my grandpa grandchildren. It makes me feel that much more guilty. Thinking about the model trains date strengthens my resolve though.
"I have to meet him. When can I meet him? You could bring him to dinner... You haven't been to visit in too long, honey. It would be so nice to see you and your new friend."
"No, no," I say quickly. "I told you, it's new. We're taking things slow. I don't want to jinx it, you know? It could...make things awkward at work."
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